finally calmed back down

after a few days of pure frustration, i have regained my composure and focus. one of the RAs (research assistants) basically told me to relax about the phd topic because i am still very new. he also gave some other encouraging advice that helped to settle my thoughts and raise my spirits. today was a slow day, but i was able to setup another important meeting for tuesday that, hopefully, will provide me with an excellent look into some cool research. i read an interesting paper as well that has got me motivated again. sorry for the anger the last couple of days, but i really needed to get the frustration out. more positive things to come...................