the inefficiency has to stop

looking back on today, i am not pleased by the amount of work (or serious lack there of) i accomplished. this has to stop immediately. there is too much work to be done before Christmas and before spring. i am EXTREMELY frustrated as a result of having some difficulties this afternoon, and i know i probably am being overly critical because of it. i could care less though. i should have gotten more work done today, been more focused, and everything else that i did wrong today....PERIOD. the time is trying to pass by before my eyes, but i must remain aware of this and not let 2 months go by without me knowing or having any work accomplished to show for it. that's the resolve. now, i just have to make it happen.