in too much of a hurry

the last few week has been run-and-gun from the moment i wake up until i go to bed. i have never really realized it before, but i take less time for me and my thoughts. there is always something to do, and i need to try harder to de-program myself from "finding" something to do when i feel "bored." in the uk, there isn't ever much going on that i am interested in, so i am forced to lose myself in my thoughts......which has proved to be a very relaxing and refreshing exercise. the fact that i don't walk anywhere either takes away a lot of the time i would have to let my mind wonder. this is as much as i can muster at the moment. i guess i have another project for the summer now!